Happy Agnostmas!

If you have read my blog in the past and, I'm crossing my fingers here, enjoyed it, please don't think it is dead... or slowly dying. I fully intend to keep this thing going in some form or another for year and years and 150 years. Bear with me. A lot has happened in the last 12 months and the next 12 are gonna be equally unusual though different. Beyond specifics, I'm attempting a personal supernova. Gotta set my brain on fire. I get the feeling that my Self is most responsible in preventing the full exprerssion of my Self. Hope that doesn't sound like a riddle, it's how I feel. I must overcome it!
Things to dedicatemyself to, no order but many seem related: Writing (here or not), Quitting smoking, Cooking, My Health, Family Relations, Positive relationships with everything I contact, Meditation, Other Creative Outlets, Exercise, Work, School, Figuring better ways to make money (more or less, just better).
Celibrate Agnostmas with peace and love... and food and alcohol.